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About Deviant Official Beta Tester Susan L. Chandler53/Female/United States Recent Activity
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Feb 6, 2016
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So all my life I've tried to be the best person I could be, I've Never consciously set out to do harm to anyone. I've been kind, compassionate, giving, supportive, dedicated, honest, generous. (I have been told all these thing about myself, so I'm not bragging) I have often been drained to the breaking point from giving of myself. And what has been the reward of all of this?
I have been used, abused, taunted and taken advantage of all my life. It makes me feel like I missed my chance for happiness by being nice. (There's a new curse for you, nice is a four letter word.)
I want friends but I'm afraid of the commitment now, afraid that friends will be a burden.
My only hope is that heaven is real, and that when the time comes I will be accepted. If it is real I can't wait to get there, but don't worry, self murder assures you will not get in, and as it is my only hope of happiness I won't blow it that way.
  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: Linkin Park
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: don't play
  • Eating: not right now
  • Drinking: nothing


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seranity101 Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
congrats on the photo shop, how bout you put some real effort in making it and drawing it yourself instead of pasting it all together
moondragonwings Featured By Owner 4 days ago
Thanks, some pasting was involved ( ;) ) and it did take a lot longer than many of my manips, but I like the results!
seranity101 Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
well a great response good job
moondragonwings Featured By Owner 3 days ago
Traditional art isn't the only kind out there.
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missimoinsane Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:heart: Thank you so very very much for the favorites on my newest works..
There Will Be No Silly Incantations - Snape by missimoinsane & Long Live The Goblin King by missimoinsane
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